This is my story . It's complicated so please pay attention . Four years ago I fell in l o v e with a boy . Just another crazy little gurl who fell madly in l o v e with him . Yeah , I know . It was ridiculous . But only three years later he fell in l o v e with me . He told me he loved me , but then he changed his mind . Stuff happens . And suddenly , we're back together . But only for a short while . He gets in the way of my relationship with another guy . And suddenly , we're back together . But only for a short while . He gets in the way of my relationship with the other guy AGAIN . And suddenly , we're back together . I accept that I can never be with the other guy . So I move on . We stay together , for a while actualy . . . I break up with him . I'm over it . And I have feelings for someone else . I fall in l o v e with someone else . I'm happy . Sincerely happy . The other guy from a while ago tells him about the guy that I fell in l o v e with over four years ago and how he ruined our relationship . So he tells me how he doesn't think this will work out . I already miss him . And it just happened today . I honestly believed that he could've been it . He was my own personal miracle . He helped me move on . And now he's gone . . .